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Wednesday, April 25, 2007
Does 'shit' always happen?
These days my internet went nuts,so i was not able to load anything.Now i'm in my mum's office.
Realised that the distance was much more greater than ususal.There was something really pisses me off.In the night i looked at the sky and thought about it.However no matter how hard i thinked it was futile.I prayed hard lest somehting bad might happen.Taking of all pain and miserable thoughts away.There is nothing much that my friends could do but only brothers that fishes and catch carbs were able to bring joy every weekend.What was that shitty feeling?There was no warning for it had came has as an unexpected foreboding.
The seasons that died and had brought no life to one's expectations.

~ { 3:33 PM }
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Tuesday, April 17, 2007
When i start counting my blessings,my whole life turned around.
There was alittle bit of tiredness in me.I resumed back to days that made my life bored.It had been the same routine everytime I worked.However still i meet my friends at times.When i reached home today ,I practised my guitar for two hours and watched dvd till just now.then now I am waiting for people to play game.Tired it is.
He could feel something still there but each time he sense it it grew weaker.Sometimes it grew alittle stronger but was not strong enough.He held onto it,pining hopes that every step made was not a mistake but a glimpse of hope.
Today I learned new things.You will not be able to let go something if you never even truly had it.
Good night to the forest of the night sky for they may had made beautiful dreams with the sound of the wind.Good night to meow meow[st] and wan xin.Good night to my friends.May all of you sleep soundlessly.

~ { 12:09 AM }
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Monday, April 16, 2007
The art of being happy lies in the power of extracting happiness from commom things.
Today i did not went to work as i was tired;because i played games till four am.These few days was quite packed up.It seems there was lots of things for me to do.However not putting aside some important things,i attended to it.Perhaps most of the time i was left in dissapointment.Now there were two that truely know what had happen to the person in me.I thought of it almost every time but just could let it aside.Whenever i close my eyes i could picture it and whenever i stared into the night sky my heart ache.Maybe i was not good enough for the heaven had taken away my heart and soul leaving behind something called,sorrow.At times i get back what i yearn for.It may last a few sec min but still i'm already contend.
One day he found out something.A power so strong that he dare not accept into his life.He ask for answers and one replied to him.It said with great power comes with great responsibilities.Only if he truly understands it he will then posses the greater power of it.He saw a show saying that if one truly understands how to let it go it will attain the way.The way that holds forever happiness.
Still Confused In Every Move Made.

~ { 2:00 PM }
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Saturday, April 14, 2007
Angles in a lifetime...
Once again, I started to catch crabs and fish with my 'broz'.Although I maybe tired for the week,I still want to go some crabbing and fishing.It always very relaxing to do it.Everytime we went we had fun and there would be lots of stars in the sky.Like today,there were plenty.However we did not stayed through the night like before as it was a last minute plan.We caught lots of crabs and fishes.Now jy and zq at my house.
Night came,he felt fear was growing.He missed times when he had nothing to think and bother about.He missed times when he was alone watching stars.He missed times when his life was filled with beautiful memories.He missed things he once had.Now he missed a time.A time that he thought was beautiful.A time he thought that was filled with passion,care and laughter.
He became silence for once...
In anger that was augmenting in his,he kept his mouth shut.Without saying a word.A promise that was forgotten so fast.He just could bear the pain that was inflicted in his heart.
Good night to my friends and to you.

~ { 3:13 AM }
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Sunday, April 08, 2007
Does it really matter?
Today had guitar lesson with jy shin and wk in the afternoon.After that i went home.I was tired,my eyes kept closing wherever i went.Didn't had much sleep the night beforeAnd i could not sleep when i got home in the noon too.Night i went down with a little crack upon my head.It was not in good condition and speech of rubbish came throught gushing out from my mouth instanly.It wasn't just the right state of mind.I held on and waited for the time and the air to pass by and went home.
His sense of touch allows him to feel the pain in him and the tiredness he had.His sense of smell allows him to breathe the deadless air around him.His sense of sight brought him forth into another dimension.His sense of hearing allows him to hear silence.His sense of taste turned a little sourish.With the this,he grew a devil in him once again.
Tonight he soars throught heaven eyes and reclaim his spartan's spirit.
Good night to the fallen ones.
Wan an qing ai de.

~ { 9:21 AM }
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Saturday, April 07, 2007
It wasn't ....
Today in the afternoon jy and his bro cameto my house.Shin taught me more on my guitar.The whole afternoon was practising.hope that tommrow would be better at it.Was suppposed to meet 'you' however something cropped up at the last min.I'm truly sorry about it ya.
Anyway night to you sleep tight.

~ { 9:59 AM }
ReFleCtioNs_Of_YoU_aNd_mE


Bestowing of great powers.
My days of playing had been reduced to two.On monday i will have to start work and my life will get boring again.However in the night perhaps i may go out and have my ways at times.These days i was alittle tired.I couldn't sleep in the night at times.
There were times when he missed his stars that he watched every night.He felt empty when he stared into blank space.Sorrow was filled in but answers of softness were there to take the place.He was in daze.
Everytime when he cried he went to the sea for answers.His tears disapeared into the sea and no one could see that.He was just believing in miricales that could happen in his life.Some that may have happened had marked his life.
Tiredness you may carry for i shall bear it all for you.You were to be missed in heart.Warmth and careness should you carry upon.The night says it all for you may sleep tight in bed.Good night it says.

~ { 2:31 AM }
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Wednesday, April 04, 2007
Deserted space...
In a mind of my own, he glanced throught the space seacrhing for somehting.Something in a distance caught his attention.As he moved forth trying to get a closer view of it ,his hands shivered, his legs wobbled and his heart palpitated.He was afraid.As doubtful he could get on his feelings,he carried on.With each step he took,he took it with penetrating fear.Silence filled his ear.He just could not hear what he asked for.
Had quite a tiring day yesterday and today.Just wanna get more sleep and think of her every moment of my life.Too tired to continue now.
The End.
Beileving in mircales for it may shine on you one very day that may chnage your life.
Good night once again to the people living in the whole wide world.

~ { 6:10 AM }
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Monday, April 02, 2007
In time ....
Been a little busy these days.Didn't had much time to blog and sleep.As i was tired i didn't went for work today.In the noon i went out to ikea with zq and james at tampines.We saw quite a number of item that we wanted to buy.After having a glance through the shopping mall we went back to yishun.Time flew past in a blink of an eye,it was 6 in the evening when we arrived at yishun.Then john called up and ask to play street soccer at yishun.We played till 9 plus and we went home.I was exhausted.I kept falling asleep in the bus.Luckily i didn't missed my stop if not i will be at bugis in no timebecause i took 857.Now just wanna get some sleep.
Missed you.Good night.
The stars that spells everything on the sky.

~ { 9:39 AM }
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