____xX Reflections of you and me Xx___

Sunday, June 25, 2006

the nxt day of my life

I was having great fun with brozhood .. [wk n jy] yesterday... they came n ton at my house ..then wk help mi a little with m drawing.. i think next week we will start painting a little... hope it would be a pieceof marvellous art...[advent children]... we watch movies in the night...then slept at 4.... woke up at 1.. wat a sleep we had... and jy was saying he had lots of dreams ... and his dreams were weird.... ya watching vcds most of the days .. so when sch open hope teacher ask us to write a focus parag on our holiday... watching soccer n playing games would be partof the story......
=U weren't there no more=

~ { 3:43 PM }
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Tuesday, June 20, 2006

touching up my room alittle

These few days were quite boring... didnt play much games..watch vcds most of my time....today went to funan with my sis n both parents... went to solve smthing for my sis....saw some pc games that were qutie interesting.. planned to buy soon...missed quite alot of my tuition ... still have a long day ahead tommrow...^bored^
=Dreamt of U and now it has become haze within my head which no one could..see.feel.hear.=
Nitez...*u*

~ { 1:58 AM }
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Monday, June 19, 2006

oNe more week left to the insane sch

Yesterday went out with brotherhood...jy n wk... then we stayed overnight at wk house...had fun n watched [san ge hao ren(one more chance)]... played some poker games .... then we slpet for 3 to 4 hours ...then morning went back home.. was supposed togo for tuition at 10 but overspt .. think had not been slping quite well these few days...then had dinner with my parents... after that i watched vcd till now.. n brazil won.. due to the effortless Dida[hand of god].. nthing is impposible for him....
= Now You're caged in a small part in my heart that it would remain indelible in my mind=
*hope u're living great*
Night everyone.... dreams of endless stars that fall upon

~ { 2:09 AM }
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Friday, June 16, 2006

uniform days of...

Woke up at 230pm ....then watched dvds for the whole day ... quite interesting movies....did some hmk... then night arrived.... watched england match...2-0.. it was a boring match til the 82 min...england won ...but how sad i didn't bet...
Suddenly i walked into my thoughts , scars of memories shown upon . The feeling of sadness were pictures that captures my soul . the next thing i knew was ...'you were gone'...
=Cage within the souls of misery=

~ { 2:11 AM }
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Wednesday, June 14, 2006

tHe cUrSe tHat fAll uPon...

Yesterday after pool went to john house play and watch soccer.. its been quite awhile since i've stay overnight there... had fun drank a little of alchol...then went home in the morning... the feeling was high....had an hr slp then went for tuition ...canceled my 4pm tuition as i was tired...trying to finish a compo for my tuition teacher..however it was hard... wrote about someone who realli makes me go off the deep end...
=Needles that run through my blood pireced my heart in n out...blood splashed out like fountain... and a panoramic view of blood was shown upon...=
*gone with the deepest soul that could be ever found within mi*

~ { 4:09 PM }
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Tuesday, June 13, 2006

dArk N cRueL...

Juz started on my hmk ... most of my time watching soccer... bored by my inanity... to dae went to pw with ber jx n timz...we had great fun ... then once again saw hr n her sis n js... now juz reached home... think going to play pool ltr on...haiz...night ber maybe wan to come my house...watachsoccer again ....brazil may have a 3-1 socre hope so or a 2-0 would be nice...
=You disperse through the blood that flow within me....its like needles running through my veins.... taking my life away=
*Gone with misery*

~ { 4:21 PM }
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Sunday, June 11, 2006

daYs oF InaNIty

Morning after frenz left my house.. i changed and went for tuition ... after that started another new poa tuition ... i went with timz and ber...the teacher was so 'cold'......but he thought us well..much more better than the sch ones...night went to yishun met lr n jy..then went to yf house for a little while and now i juz reached home....had not slpt for two full days.. its like 40 hrs since i last slpt...so tired...had an appointment at eastcoast in the evening totaly forgotten bout it ..so sorri...perhaps other times....
=[FrEakIng_oUt] frm my mind=

~ { 12:38 AM }
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Friday, June 09, 2006

through the dark * perished...

Tuition is all i had these days... time weren't meant for anyone but for one it shall stay in the time where noone shall break it....had not much fun... watching cds all day long....todae had tuition in the morning n one on the afternoon..now in the night frenz come to my house to celebrate for WC... n lr birthdae ... wad a dae to have fun....
=When will u know i'm there in the darkness....you won't know anything=
#MiNd_FrEak#

~ { 7:26 PM }
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Wednesday, June 07, 2006

UpOn mY mInd...

These few days had some fun and carried on with my tuition...yesterday went bowling with timz jx cz ber james..then we met js and hr.. we played together and had lots of fun js was not satisfied because i had sorced better..... maybe next time when you have train harder the next time then we challenge again...meomries that screwed my mind...pinkspiders that freaks me ...but one that shall remain indelible in my mind...
=You weren't juz a starz ...you're something undescrible....=
#No one shall breach through the scar that i had inflicted to my brain#
*missed u*...nitez
....nitez everyone....

~ { 11:57 PM }
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Monday, June 05, 2006

ThE faLleN stArz...

Woke up as usual... planned to go sentosa but in the end was too tired to...then played games till noon...headed down to sembawabg ...passed san jie(ps) her bk which i had borrowed from her...then played bb with timz ber n des ...it was so funny.... we played with the philipines.. ..lost by two...they were fast.. and pattern liao liao...later went back home... my relatives came ...we ate dinner together...after that night played a game ...fallen starz of the night...
-what more could i say-
=think that u juz don't understand it...meaningless to say anything ...hope that what i see now could be an illusion...what i had believed for is real ...ya u're juz a nice girl (hope so)..=
*missed u*...nitez
nitez ... everyone.. wazazaza

~ { 12:34 AM }
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Sunday, June 04, 2006

still i'm back home

Had a drink with jy and lr... we were playing soccer games which was funni...and i thought of staying at lr house for the night however came back home in the end...luckily my parent didn't nag bout it ...juz got home...
=U weren't juz a starz but a shooting starz...(juz passin-by my life)...not a glowing one but a bright one...a glance at this particular starz is a blessing....one would never know....=
*missed u*...nitez
[searching for for smthing i known to be]

~ { 3:19 AM }
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Saturday, June 03, 2006

In tHe EnD...

Todae veri gd day... after tuition in the morning timz ber n james came to my house it was fun...we play a soccer leauge.. it was funny ...alot of the goals are so kelong n ks n lame....we played till evening and now i'm at smb at timz house ....going to meet jy soon...wad a day i had...
= Thought that u've realli understand mi .. but things weren't the way it is.. haiz ... songs of x japan s are able to express my feeling... starz would be my guardian angel cum devil through the darkness..=
*missed u*..nitez
nitez everyone chow

~ { 10:11 PM }
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Difficulties.in darkness

=It not that i'm not being my trueself... it's juz smthing that deterred me .. a feeling ... i do not really understand it too...still sisters ya ... but if it realli bothers u then i'm truely SORRY bout it...perhaps one day this feeling might be gone or it might juz take me to somewher through the darkness again...and trust me ... you wont like it if i'm being my trueself ...it would be insanity and i realli would not want to do that in front of you ya...and one more thing maybe i might jus need some time to get closer to nature to understand smthing which i've been trying to find out.... perhaps as time pass i might realise it[smthing which no one knows]...truely sorry of what i had been doing...SORRY...=

~ { 11:51 AM }
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ForeVer LoVe

Today had quite a fun day.... it was a joy n laughter day...morning was supposed to play dota..but end up going to sch n learn math....its was so boring .... after that went home ....then kim n fb come my house play soccer..after that went to catch a movie at plaza singa...
=U're juz that amazing to mi....it was the starz that i watched ever night made me realised smthing i known to be ... hope u are taking are of urself ya...=
*missed u*...nitez
nitez everyone wazazaz

~ { 2:30 AM }
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